A.R.K

Ever wonder why people come into your life only at a certain period of time, why some stay and why some don't? Well, many people have come to realise that life is a journey in stages, i can't agree more, but along these stages of life, during our journey, there will always be things to look forward to, friends or rather people who randomly appear in your journey who are there to be your life line, your joy in times of unhappiness or hardship. There will always be something good no matter how bad things get along the way. That flower growing in the pile of shit.

Why the sudden inspiration to blog about this, because i saw Evan Almighty and got hit by a very powerful message in the show. I don't understand how the review could have been bad, but it doesn't matter, i finally see the light at the end of the tunnel. Of late i have been feeling lost, because i seriously do not know what i want to do after i grad at the end of the year,the tot scares me, it still does, i admit i am still feeling list, but at least i have sorted out this much: that i am not going to stay in my current job forever, or for long...i will stay as long as i get the flexibility i need to learn an additional language, and as long as it takes me to train the 2 pple under me to do their job well. Along the way if i am given the opportunity to make extra cash, i will do it, whether i buy my car at the end of the day(ie at the middle of next year) it doesn't matter to me, because if i were to drop the current job and pursue my dream, i know there is no way i can get an immediate 5K to maintain that lifestyle and the car. So it doesn't matter if i get the car, but having the opportunity to choose to buy the car is a Must!

The show taught me that god does answer prayers, he isn't that mean afterall. No matter how testing things can be, there is always people or stuff to help u keep your sanity and to brighten up your day. I am super glad and appreciative to have these people in my life: Nick Lim, Tommy, John, Espen, my Bro(surprisingly, i don;t know y tho), Geraldine my lil sis. And for those who stand on the opposite side, i thank you for making life difficult for me so that i have the opportunity to grow and develop my potential. Thank you for raising hell on a daily basis so that i appreciate the good things along the way. If you pray for patience, god doesn;t give you patience in essence directly, rather he gives you the opportunity to grow your patience. You pray for greater wealth, he gives you the opportunity to earn the money, be it thru 4D or hard work. Don;t you see it: prayers are answered through acts of opportunities. Nothing comes easy and is spoon fed in this world, that's a lesson we all have to master. If we want something, go get it yourself, that's the rule of the game in life ie: God's Motto for us human.

Geraldine came into my life, when i randomly hoped that i could have a closer relationship with somebody, anybody, something to look forward when i go to work, so that i tide myself through the period of transition and adaptation. My prayer was answered by her appearance at my door. Never do i regret speaking the first sentence to her, or how she can just make me smile, by smiling at me. Thank you sis for just being U!

Well, at least no i feel a bit better. I am going to look forward to work tomorrow, because i know that everything and everyone in the office is there to play their part in this giant stage production called Life! I know that i should be hanging in there, because i have stuff to learn still and going back to FF is just going back to comfort zone. I do not want to be earning a miserable pay when i grad at teh end of the year. At least by sticking to what i have now, tho the pay is crap, i can walk away with learning experiences which are priceless. I hope so and somehow i will make myself believe in it, but this does not equate to me not keeping my options open to apply to jobs i want to pursue. U may ask what the hell is A.R. K? well it means act of random kindness. How do you start things, its always thru ARK. When you first choose to reach out to a person, its is ARK. That's what my lil sis, that's what lil nick is doing...everyone everyday has a choice to make your day a good one or a bad one, why choose to have another bad one, when you can have another good day? And even when your starts off wrongly, you can still end it on a good note, because the choice is always in our hands or rather in our minds.

So Look Out World Because Nim Peh Lai Liao!!
Thank You Lil Nick, my Mr Smiley coz i am finally beginning to grasp what you have been trying to make me see: I gotta learn to love myself more, so that i can start to love others unconditionally. If it's not my problem, don't bother, because IT IS Not My Problem!
Gd nite readers....~sugar outz

birthday posts....

Ok people..as usual..i am doing this while my boss is not around and i ma taking a breather between work...my boss is actually lecturing smthg at the board room,same level i am on..heheh...so ya..whatever la...hahaha..

Ok as per normal to save everyone the hassle of thinking what i want for my birthday which is coming..i know thick skin right..hahahaha i will come up with a wish list and update it again for XMas BHB..hahahha...well i don;t demand, but if you think i deserve something, and want to ensure that i like it and use it then mind as well check the list ok..hehehe here goes:

Jean's Wish list:(disclaimeR: all things are not in order of preference)

1. reimbursement of $200 for my ipod nano (not possible but still put, hahah)
2. New Asic Racer (need new track shoes, running marathons this year)
3. Zara voucher
4. Mphosis brown bag or voucher
5. Massimo Dutti Voucher
6. Aldo voucher
7. bring me out to go shopping at far east
8. fullerton choc buffet
9. new white & or black bag (big bags for office use)
10. Spa package(Spa Espririt)
11. Manicure/pedicure package from Hollywood secret/ Strip
12. Eyebrow threading package from Browhaus
13. Sponsorship for 3rd language course
14. Dinner at Da Pa blo /Michaengelo
15. Dinner at Prego or Equinox
16. Diamonds(real ones)
17. Diahatsu Cooper (life size and workable)
18. Travel trip to Japan (all expense paid)
19. HMV vouchers to buy DVD
20. Gap Vouchers (so that i can buy my jumper)
21. Oakley Juliet frames, ruby red lense shades
22. HTC Touch handphone ( should get my boss to buy that..since i need to sync with him)

I think i will leave it at 22..will update again if i think of anything else..hahaha...well i gtg go do work..see you guys... Enjoy your weekend. Cheers! Sugar outz

postposts

To my dear readers, sorry I haven’t been blogging so often, even though I promised to..reason being is that I have been super busy, playing hard, blowing off steam, as for some reason work sux! Yes..it does...people who know the story will know why. I am currently blogging at work. I am seriously in a very sian mood now..maybe I should just get out of office now instead of rotting here and start burning some calories at the gym. I am suppose to leave at 3 today…gloomy wet weather is making me feel under the weather too. Realised that my blog got locked down, that’s why I can’t blog, some kind of anti spam blog thing that blogger is doing. So I kerna locked out, just only submitted the unlock thing, so now I have to wait 2 days..haiz..that’s why I am using word to type. Pathetic! The last 2 weeks has been spent with Nick lim and friends and really I find that I have new angels in my life..really great friends to have and be around with…heheh…which brings me to say that I have been hooked to drinking chivas with ginger ale due to their introduction, but yea I enjoy their company in general and i seriously feel very much at ease in their company. I’m the only gal in the group of guys. The pic in my first post is part of them…

Oh I should mention a big THANK YOU to my lil sis in the office for taking the effort to wake up 2 hrs earlier just to make breakfast for me when she returned from China. Seriously impressive attempt for a person whom in know hardly cooks anything but instant mee. She made me a great ham sandwhich and sugar and butter sandwhich. Well done and its really very good…the presentation was so pretty and the tomatoes cut until so nice..heheh =) proud of you sis! Look forward to you cooking something else next time, next time is really cooking? Maybe fried rice? Hehehe =)

I should also mention that my new found brothers in my life, nick lim, tommy, john, are like super good to me and sweet. Last Friday nick who is now officially my mr smiley was sweet enough to buy for me gastronomia’s panacotta and deliver it all the way from HV to my office together with tommy. What ,ore can I ask for? Hehehe..girls..this guy is available lor….i am not in the pic because one he finds I am too tall for him and secondly he has a rule about not dating his friend’s sister…so ya…2 bad for me becoz I think he will make a great boyfriend who is cool man! Then again things will be different in a relationship, some things which u are cool abt when you are friends may get on your nerves when you take things a step further..so I’ll just be happy as it is. I am beginning to learn the true meaning of happiness and living life to its fullest, and to be content with what you have….i don’t regret taking the first step to take a closer look into my bro’s life, its giving an opportunity to take our ties closer in a different manner and not to look at him in such a harsh manner. Anyway I tired of typing already….shall stop here..i’m going off soon. Yippee!! =) – sugar 8/10/07 1435hr